You didn't. [ The assurance comes easily, because it's true. ]

And even if I was, I'd rather you woke me up than not. [ He didn't want anyone to go through what happened to him. To struggle and die, exhausted and tortured and alone. He didn't want anyone to be alone, in this place. ]

Can you take a few deep breaths, for me? Real deep, in through your nose, then hold it for a few seconds and let it out real slow again.