Damn I didn't even realise. I scanned for any flight
systems, but you're right - if there's a hangar out there, there should at
least be a berth officer.
What the hell would we need R&D for.
Maybe this was a research station, at some point, but
even then - they'd need to get supply shipments, right? And there's gotta
be some way to correct her orbit, so there's gotta be some kind of flight
controls somewhere.
Honestly the whole thing reads like a damn psych test,
to me.
Throw it into the heap and see who starts biting each
other first.
[ Apollo appears only a few minutes later with a harried expression and his communicator in his hands. This has not been a good day. Still, he summons a weary smile as he strides towards the bar, reaching out to clap Alex on the shoulder as he approaches. ]
Hey, sailor. [ Then with as much bright, breeziness as he can muster this morning: ] I'm not going to like this story, am I?
Hey, cowboy. [Alex's clasps Apollo's elbow in turn, giving it a warm squeeze of greeting, despite the fact that he still looks pretty damn grim.]
No, you really ain't. And I ain't gonna enjoy telling you, either, but it's gonna need to be said. [He let go, before grabbing a bottle from behind the counter.]
So how much have I already told you about the protomolecule? [Because that's what everything comes back to, every time.]
Uh, blue, weird, fused a bunch of people to a ship?
[ That's about as much as he remembers, anyway. It's been a long two weeks. While Alex fetches a bottle Apollo manages to find some (relatively) clean and grime-free glassware. ]
Gross ain't even half way it. [He frowns.] By itself, sure,
it'd be gross as all hell - but it might have been containable. By itself,
it's just - hell, I don't know what it is. An organism? A substance? The
point it, by itself it seems to just grow the way a fungus would - direct
itself toward energy, drag in what it can on the way. But it ain't just by
itself. Someone found some, and wanted to know what it did.
( that's all that matters — and the crew of the roci is helping, even if prax realised long before holden apologised that they were using him, too, in some way. ) Thank you.
[He put down the bottle and picked up the glass, though he just sort of held it and didn't drink from it yet.]
Wish I could put it like that. [Muttered to himself] But no.
They experimented with it.
[He let that sink in a few seconds before he continued.]
Don't know what happened on Phoebe- the whole moon got destroyed during the cover up - but I know what they did with it afterwards. They knew that it grew with access to radiation, and they knew it - I don't know how to put it - that it used humans, to grow itself.
So they thought, hey, you know what I think, let's give a hundred thousand belters on an asteroid a lethal dose of radiation and a bit of the protomolecule and see what the hell happens.
[ There's a hell of a difference between with and on. Apollo stares at his glass, untouched and full to the brim, as he tries to process what it is Alex is actually trying to tell him. It doesn't take a genius to guess that the end of the story is just as horrifying as the beginning. 'Radiation plus protomolecule plus innocent humans' can't be a good thing.
Experimentation. Mass experimentation on unwilling subjects. Apollo has no idea if the asteroid bit is relevant but the fact that it's in space is close enough to hit home and throw their own imprisonment on this station in to a grossly terrible light. ]
So what are you saying? [ His words sound harsh but it's not because of Alex himself, but the gradual dawning realisation of what he's trying to say. Apollo can put two and two together and read between the lines of what the other man's story may mean for what's happening here. But Apollo needs to hear it. ]
Are you saying -- do you mean that might happen here?
[ It's always a hard subject, for Alex, and there's a reason that he
hasn't really told Prax about it, but that was before. Saying 'my kid's
safe on Mars' isn't exactly an empathetic way to have a conversation with a
guy who's kid was missing. But now they were both far from home and Alex
was worried that they weren't just far in space but far in time too.
Who knew if Melas was still alive, or if he'd died generations ago.]
I had a picture on the Roci, but. Well. It didn't come
with me, or I'd show you.
He's a damn bright kid. Takes after his mom a lot more
than he takes after me, and lives with her on Mars. He's the cutest kid
you've ever seen but already thinks he's thirty, if you know what I mean.
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